Saturday, November 7, 2009

Who can I turn to?

So, what is a friend? A friend, in my book, is someone that you can depend on, NO MATTER WHAT! I guess I really don't have a s many as I thought! In desperate times, I have only a few choice individuals that I can call on when I need them. Those few choice people I will tell my inner, most deepest thoughts, my darkest secrets, my most intimate encounters, only because I know they will go to their graves with what we've discussed.

I have been reaching out to you recently and I have yet to hear a response from you! I just need to talk, but I can see now that I am not as important to you as you are to me. Some of this stuff is detrimental to my health if I hold on to it, but I have no other choice. You have your own issues...

Why do we have friends? Why isn't everyone, that we come into contact with, considered an associate? Why do we trust people with our secrets? Tell me truthfully, are we truly friends or am I just so naive that I can't tell the difference?

I'm tired of trying to pinpoint who I can and can't trust. Let's cut to the chase... I consider you a friend, a confidant... so where in the hell are you when I need you?

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