Friday, June 25, 2010
Where do we draw the line???
So we've been together for a while now and I think that everything is cool... but all of sudden someone from your past just happens to contact you on an unpublished number. Do I not question that? I would be a fool not too, but of course the same response that you give everytime we have this conversation is the one you give, along with the attitude. I have been doing everything that I can to make shit around here work. I bust my ass trying to make you happy. But instead of comforting me, I get attitude and no straight answers. WTF am I supposed to do. You don't even give this bitch a straight answer when she asked you are you with someone... what kind of shit is sort of??? Nigga please. This is really getting to the point where I am really beginning to re-evaluate some shit. Instead of trying to make it work, maybe I should start telling people that I'm sort of in a relationship. Yeah, how would you like that? Maybe it would make you rethink some shit. I'm just sayin. I am fucking tired of all of this. I don't get the time that I want. I don't get the time that I need. i don't get the affectiuon that I want... ONLY WHEN IT BENEFITS YOU!!!!! Seriously, let's get this shjit straight... I am in no way unlovable. There are hella guys who are just waiting for you to fuck up. You got me twisted nigga. Please believe that I can and I will get mine if you're not willing to provide. It's just that simple. You need to prioritize what is and isn't important... who is and who is not important. I'm too old to be trying to wait on a nigga to decide... real talk, I can make your decision real easy. best believe... you must not know about me!
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Definition of insanity: One who does the same thing over and over and expects a different result.
ReplyDeletePoint: You know the deal. Been there, done that. At what point do you say that this is not working and move on. At some point you are going to have to tell yourself (for you and the kids) that this shit don't work. Count your losses, pick yourself up, dust yourself off and move on. How many times do you have to hit your head on a brick wall in order for you to realize THIS SHIT HURTS. A wise man once told me that we, for the most part, put undo stress and problems on ourselves.
In short, MOVE THE FUCK ON ALREADY!
I didn't realize that you cared so much!
ReplyDeleteI have been saying the same thing from day one. I know you have developed feelings for the boy, but I never did understand the connection. From what I know, it has been the same since day one, and the only reason it has is because YOU LET IT. I don't think how much control you really had all along.
ReplyDeleteI just want the best for you.