Mi Vida Loca

Hopefully those of you who are reading this won't get confused by my random thoughts.

I have had a rough couple of days! Though I may seem perfectly normal, everythinbg is not always as it seems. I have done nothing for the past 3 days but think of a friend that I have recently reconnected with and I never realized just how much I've missed them until I realized that I can't talk to them when I want to!. Saturday, I spoke to my friend for about 6 hours total... we had lots to catch up on! I was in total bliss... I realized, after speaking with this individual, that I truly miss them. I have had way too much time to reflect on the past and it pisses me off! I'm sad right now because all I want to do is call this person and I can't!

There is this girl in my class that I just want to strangle. I literally want to put a sock in her mouth and gag her til she can't talk anymore... forreal! She talks too much and she talks too much about nothing. We don't care that you breast feed in the training room... we don't care that you have an EBT card... we don't care that you have Child Action.... B**** we really don't care! Just STHU!!!!!

I get tired of coming home to a house that doesn't clean itself... It seems that if I don't clean it, it doesn't get done... seriously, I want to go on strike and only feed me and my baby boy! I have to cook every night and clean... The little girl feels as if I am her maid and so does the Grown man that lives here.... I do it all... mow the lawn, wash the dishes, do laundry, pay bills... feed and bathe the dogs, wash his hair and the kids hair... I may as well be wiping their asses too.... i just want someone to cater to me for a change... I really do!

What in the hell is wrong with some of the people of this world??? I am really tired of feeling as if I am the only normal person here... maybe I'm the one with the issues and everyone else is normal...

I think that I am done venting for the night, however, if something else comes up, you will be sure to hear from me again!

goodnight from the crazy mind of Samara! Love luv!